In awe & gratitude… As I have been reflecting today, I find myself struggling to find the appropriate words that capture the emotions that are flowing through me from last nights “Celebration of Sydney’s Life”. To say “thank you” or say “I am eternally grateful”, while completely true, they just don’t seem to do justice in expressing the depth of what I am feeling. I am in awe. To witness and feel the love and compassion in the room last...

Sydney would have been 22 years young today. She always loved her birthday. Not because of gifts but because of the changes it signified in the year to come. She looked forward to all that each year was going to allow her to explore, along with the endless possibilities and adventures. And let’s not forget it meant MORE quality time together! And cake!!! She loved cake (and cheesy fries)! Sydney had a zest for life, she loved to laugh and...

I am still wrapping my head around the fact that she isn’t going to come through the front door at any moment…its’ just so crazy and surreal. I mean I know its all real but its only been 253 days and yet its been 253 days already. So many different ways to feel it, see it, live it, express it and unfortunately embrace it. I understand to be able to get back into life and this new reality I have to allow and embrace the pain...